2011.

this has been such a weird fucking year of my life. i spent nine months of my life with one of the worst humans on the entire planet and have never regretted a relationship so much. my grandmother died in the middle of finals week. i fell out of touch with a few friends and realized what turds they were. i thought i had fucking scabies (hey, i don’t). i went through one of the darkest periods of my life this year, especially this fall.

but you know, a lot of really fantastic things happened this year too. i finally got to see the descendents, the movielife, paint it black, bars of gold (the closest i’ll ever get to seeing bear vs shark), this is hardcore, and i get to see american nightmare in three days. i got to go to miami for spring break. i moved into the best apartment ever with my absolute best friend. i am so appreciative for the awesome, true friends i have, and everything they have done for me this year. i have a great job, an internship, did well on the lsat, and finished my law school application, while getting awesome grades. my relationship with my family is better than ever. i’ve kept being vegetarian for over a year. i turned 21. i’m talking again to one of my favorite people on the whole planet after not talking for a year.

for a while, i thought 2011 might be the worst year of my life, because i let one terrible person take a shit on my year. but you know, i couldn’t be happier. i learned a lot about myself through that experience, and no matter how bad it was, i was able to take something from it. i have so many exciting things to look forward to and have really gotten a lot of negativity out of my life. things are really looking up and i couldn’t be more positive about my future. for the first time in what feels like forever, i’m finally fucking happy.

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